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I have never had a lasting relationship with a woman and it's all I have been with and none of them seem to like the fact that I love to wear spandex. Finally it just clicked women are Beautiful but there is just something about a guy wearing a pair of tights that just turns me all the way on its definitely the bulge. I fantasize about being with a guy who loves wearing leggings and tights like I do. I would love to go out places holding hands and being affectionate for all the world to see. I want to feel a big throbbing cock bulging out of a pair of tights I would know just what to do with it. I'm to the point in my life that I know what I want I'm tired of arguing with a woman now I just want to be fem with a guy and do all the things I was hoping to find in women I'm better at being a woman than most I know what guys like and I know what I like.

Apparently few women understand this fetish or at least share experiences and sensations. There is also the case that there is not always a soul mate nearby. to enjoy this pleasure of wearing tight spandex and letting yourself go for the sensation and part of the eroticism of having the bulge tight and marked. Also There are places to do it as normal, but in others it is prohibited. Or frowned upon.