Please help

I am a 43 year old with the Pakistan Arab British culture born from London looking for someone that is different unique and special. I tried hard the past years but it’s all sexual but I want more than that. I want to enjoy the time travelling explore the world and care for others. Helping those in need and build a good network as friends and a family oriented that we love and care for each other . I don’t judge nor discriminate. Love is beautiful and everyone should be loved. I have spoken to most of you here on this site . You all are so kind and amazing. I always hope that you are always happy