I'm married and straight...ish. I've never been with a man but It's kinda hard sometimes calling myself straight when jerking off to gay porn or looking at guys in hot gear and a dildo up my ass.
Nothing wrong with that really. You are open to the idea which isn’t bad either. Most guys are scared they’ll be weak and “gay”. I feel empowered in my thongs and how I’m comfortable with my sexuality. You should too!